The weird thing about autumn, and on holidays, is that new plans seem to arise. Having been brought up in Finland, the autum marked the end of the summer and the start of something new. With four very distinct seasons, the autumn was a start of something new indeed.
The time to stop lazing around and to start new adventures and things. Schools and Universities kick off, summer holidays and all the excesses that are involved with it are over.
I distinctly have that feeling at the moment. In the end of September, Uni starts again, and for me, it will really be crunch time as I need to bring up my grades just that bit so I can start studying more. The more I think about it, and consider it, the more it is an issue for me, as I have a very distinct feeling of wanting things to change. I like work, but it's not a career. I like where I live, but it's not really a home for me.
The one thing I really have starte to realize now is that life is there to be lived the way you want to. I very much have an idea about the life I want to have, how I want to look, what I want to do. And that very much is the plan I intend to activate.
Small stuff is involved, style-wise - sort out hair, get a definitive 'look' for the make-up, get rid of stuff that isn't black from my wardrobe (as I am very much a 'black' person, someone dark and somewhat gothic). I need to get back into heels again. I need to sort out my accessories to suit my mood.
In the other aspects of life, I need to try to sort out the issues around the finances and health. Train more. Sort out payments of things I owe. Study hard. Blog more. Try to decide what life really has out there, all the things it has to offer.
Roll on, autumn, I am ready for you!
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